meganrae:littlemiss:kari-shma: words i constantly tell myself ..
Anshinritsumei
An anonymous place where I can leave random thoughts. Mostly reflections or just things that cross my mind.
Considering my current way of thinking this place might become somewhat dark.
I don't write to be read, in fact nobody shall read me as ideas tend to be dangerously pervasive.
Considering my current way of thinking this place might become somewhat dark.
I don't write to be read, in fact nobody shall read me as ideas tend to be dangerously pervasive.
Mar 27
Mar 26
meganrae:icanread:(via jamesjumpsuit)
Mar 24
It happens to me sometimes, once more tonight, I feel that everything worth discovering has already been, by someone else on this earth ; particularly a lot of people who are better than me. And I’m supposed to develop a sense of self-esteem in such context.
As far as I recall, I’ve always compared myself to others, acting according to the image they sent back to me, and above all to the image I thought I had to match to become… I don’t know what, just somebody.
I fucked up, for so long, and still do.
So much vanity.
Mar 23
“ Life will break you. Nobody can protect you from that, and living alone won’t either, for solitude will also break you with its yearning. You have to love. You have to feel. It is the reason you are here on earth. You are here to risk your heart. You are here to be swallowed up. And when it happens that you are broken, or betrayed, or left, or hurt, or death brushes near, let yourself sit by an apple tree and listen to the apples falling all around you in heaps, wasting their sweetness. Tell yourself you tasted as many as you could.
Mar 21
“ All our young lives we search for someone to love, someone who makes us complete. We choose partners and change partners. We dance to a song of heartbreak and hope, all the while wondering of somewhere and somehow there is someone searching for us.
Mar 18
It’s been a while since I live on this planet. Sometimes, actually often these days, I feel like I learnt very few, if anything at all, about me.
